Chamber of Secrets? I am!!!

it's more than two years since i last posted an article here. and i kind of miss writing after i've done loads reading (or so i hope). what drives me to write again is my being the secret-keeper to some of my friends, mostly girls.

when i was on my high school years, my girl classmates would always share their secret crushes, secret boyfriends, and some problems which they found me to be their confidante. even when i was in college, some new friends did share the same thoughts, issues and secrets to me. i never complained. but what i realize, after hearing all their secrets, is the thought that not a secret did i hear that someone has a crush on me or someone liked me. i pitied myself but i keep on reminding myself not to because i consider it as a gift. it's a gift to gain one's trust. it's a gift to console someone who's in trouble by just listening and also give a piece of advice.

i never thought that after so many years of being their unpaid counselor/adviser, i still am consulted for the same topic. what differs is that some of my women friends now are already married having an affair with other married men. OUCCCCHHHH!!!! what a secret indeed.